Accountability III

Things have been going pretty well on all fronts for me. I’m happy and terrified at that. Mostly because I’ve started really strong on various things and then, inevitably I drop off. That’s what I’m currently waiting for, the drop off. I don’t like feeling that way but it’s been such a constant thing for me it’s scary to have things continue to go well.

I’m making really big strides with my mental health, my overall fitness, activity levels, reading and cutting back on social media. I’m also getting back into my creative hobbies and actually making progress on one goal I’ve had for almost 7 years! I’m sorry to be so cryptic but I haven’t made it to a point where I’m comfortable announcing it here. It’s something I’ve wanted to do and been afraid of doing for a long time and it also requires a lot of learning which is scary but in a good way. Once I get a few more things wrapped up I will be announcing it. That will happen sooner rather than later because I’m not focusing on perfection and instead focusing on good enough. My last post about this blog sucking was a note to myself about not only this blog but about this other thing as a reminder that good enough is ok and as long as I’m making progress then it’s a win!

Though not required reading here are my last couple of posts about this topic. Accountability I and Accountability II. I’m working hard to move forward and put those impending doom thoughts out of my head and enjoy the process of my hobbies and new habits!