I’ve gone quiet here. Because I don’t know what to say. My brain reels trying to take in everything that’s happening in my life, in the world and turn it into something, anything. And I can’t. I’m angry, I’m sad, I’m frustrated and all the other bad feelings that I can’t think of right now. I hate this world, what it’s turned into, what it’s turning into. I feel helpless to do anything about it. I feel like a cog in the machine and I don’t like that. What can I do, what can we do? I don’t know. I don’t know. I write this with no forethought, no preparation, just to write something, anything to try and make sense of whatever this time line is.
It hasn’t helped.
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